Letting Go

well I’ve been stuck here waiting for
this chill to creep back out the door
But I can’t help thinking I should
have let you off the hook more

This night won’t sleep under the stars,
with you wrapped up inside my arms
Maybe I can’t forget your lips
It’s too simple to reminisce

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So I’ve started purchasing like candles and stuff just because I miss having girly crap in my apartment.

When I finally actually meet someone and she comes over she’s gonna think I either have a gf already or that I’m gay.

Wtf is my life right now.

I know that what I’m experiencing right now is nothing more than a chemical reaction inside of my brain.

Something got mixed up, the wrong signal was sent or something is blocked.

I know that there is no rationale behind feelings of hopelessness, of being lost, and of being alone.

I know that there are things that I must do today and tomorrow and the next day. There are plans that I have laid out and would like to see completed.

But, no matter what I know, I can’t make my depression stop. The thoughts and feelings are there. I can’t make them go away. I just have to wait it out.

Maybe it’ll only take a few minutes. Maybe it’ll be over in an hour. Maybe after I eat or take a nap. Maybe I just need a good laugh. 

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